I’m excited about what lies ahead. In a few weeks I’ll be starting over.
I’ve become comfortable with uncertainty; it’s even a bit thrilling. I’ve always known that nothing is certain, but this time I feel it on a soul level.
My motivation, and my stubbornness have carried me this far. Not only that, but my faith and absolute determination to not take no for an answer.
I’ve had to sell nearly every item in my house, publish a patreon, fight tooth and nail to not let greed get me down, forget that pride exists, and loosen my grip.
Nose diving into my life with reckless abandon isn’t so scary once you’re off the ledge.
I’m in awe at how I’ve surpassed myself and my expectations of myself as well.
But, a one-man-show is never a one-man-show. I could do nothing without the help of God and the people who have been there to catch me as I was free falling.
An invisible army is still an army.